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Close
03:15
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You can’t get too close to me, fearing everything
Don’t forget that I’m a fool
Making up things as I go
They call it love, I call it space
Protecting my heart and my faith
Reaching out is hard, thinking I’m not good enough
Call me to ask me how I’m feeling
You’ll want to run away, God forbid I made a mistake
What’s the point of talking?
I risk getting close to you, oh
I’ve been seeing what I’m doing
Don’t leave him, you need it
Someone is better than no one
I’ll stay right here
Always living in denial
Don’t trust what is good
Reaching out is hard, thinking I’m not good enough
Call me to ask me how I’m feeling
You’ll want to run away, God forbid I made a mistake
What’s the point of talking?
I risk getting close to you, oh
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Self
02:59
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Did you tell me what I felt was never real?
Always burning bridges, giving into fear
I wonder what I have done
I wish you could hear me
Can’t get out of bed
What is self-love?
Can’t accept myself
I’m lost in space
Is it getting hard to see?
No more validation, men I used to see
If I cry, will you accept me as I am?
If I cover up, is that what you want?
Can’t get out of bed
What is self-love?
Can’t accept myself
I’m lost in space
Will I try to find peace?
I can’t trust when you’re next to me?
I wonder if I went too far
I’m sorry to my child’s self
I will walk away knowing the truth of me, oh
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A moment in time where everything falls in line
Dreading every breath and step that I take
Release all you can and hope for the best
Making sense of life has become my new hobby
Broken down dreams I once had
Stolen by my own incompetence
Save my soul but not my body
Gone but not forgotten
Anything I do is never enough
Anything you say will be far from the truth
I don’t know where I am going
Maybe one day I will know
I will know
Broken down dreams I once had
Stolen by my own incompetence
Save my soul but not my body
Gone but not forgotten
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At Your Door
03:12
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Boy you came in like the wind
So soothing yet unexpected
I tried so hard to keep my guard up, telling myself that I'd never fall in love
I was taken away, one look I knew I had made a mistake
How do I try to leave what I don't deserve?
How do I try to see what I am worth?
I'll be at your door, 2413 hessing street
I'll be at your door, 2413 hessing street
Was I just trying to see the light?
Was I just lying this whole time?
First loves make an imprint on your mind
Like the picture he gave
I forgot what it was like
Holding him in my arms, wrapped so tight
Silence speaks louder than words
Oh deep down, I know I am hurt
How do I try to leave what I don't deserve?
How do I try to see what I am worth?
I'll be at your door, 2413 hessing street
I'll be at your door, 2413 hessing street
Was I just trying to see the light?
Was I just lying this whole time?
First loves make an imprint on your mind
Like the picture he gave
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Audio Mom Lemont, Illinois
Audio Mom is a songwriter and audio engineer from Lemont, Illinois. Her music is inspired by her life experiences, seeking to be vulnerable and truthful in every word. She attended Columbia College Chicago to pursue her degree in audio engineering and debuted her first EP, Words I Say in My Sleep. ... more
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